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2011.01.30 blogging between stations: http://wp.me/ptqf2-it

2011.01.28 금 : http://wp.me/ptqf2-ip

the casting call for Van TV’s potential new show was awesome.
I would describe it better but honestly I do not have enough solid details to paint a clearer image.

Even if I do not make a principal, the concept seems pretty awesome.
The scripts we had to read were crazy dramatic. I was starting to wonder what I auditioned for at that point. THEN they asked me to recap the audition process in my own words. Oh yea~ Vlog experience came in handy :D OOOOLEE

I felt pretty good about it *even with the super dramatic scripts*

Maybe if I do not make it, I can get some XP in video editing *since I have none* and it would be cool to learn from people who do it on a pro level *they get paid for it*

I hope I make it though :) YAY
It has been so dry as far as finding leads. I am so glad Jonathan invited me to that event. Just proves I have to facebook stalk my event invites from now on.

IN ADDITION to Soompi
*totally missed the cube audition*
so with that in mind, I think I will just periodically upload covers. :p

So Oliver was there because one of the girls there he will shoot on Sunday and Shane was at Catalina so I invited him over to chat about our shoots. We are just going to shoot the bondagee concept and Donnie Bishop gear in one go and set a day away for it.

Donnie during the day (outside) and we can do the other inside the house, assuming the beams won’t break under weight/pressure… pulleys may be involved LOL.

I wanted to make sure to do the audition first, I figured the waiting part will take a while. Good plan. :)

Stole half a sandwhich and some potato chip bits afterwards for breakunchinner (had fro yo around 2 but I does not really count). Appetite is apparently back: I am actually hungry now. YAY

Still cannot eat much. That is fine. I am sure that will change by March.

Need to remember body lotion, my Shiseido regimen and socks the next time I pre-meditate crashing. *eee* need lotion! I took my back up in the house. :/

crashing in SE with MKD so we can attend a Rodeo orientation.

a few things:

People may consider me a bad person/daughter.
I cannot please everyone.
and in a situation where nothing you do pleases anyone:
You would become fairly apathetic and coldhearted too.

Chocolate makes me sleepy.
I always think, ‘well, it’s just a little bit,’ or, ‘it’s just one scoop of ice cream,’ yea— fail. 

My eyes hurt.
It is either allergies, weather, or glaucoma.

I sleep alot *so it seems*
bc when I get busy I do not sleep. When I sleep— it is not restful. 

When I was little I loved being in choir.
I still sing, but my voice is not the same and I was trained to sing with the boys so my range has always been kinda weird.

I give great hugs.

I am always cold even though my body seems warm.

Ever since I was sick, my appetite has not been the same.
It helps with me trying to maintain/lose weight, but I wonder…

Had dinner with an ex the other night.
I was queasy, tired the whole time. I thought it was remnants of the night before when there was a girl talking about me and I literally felt ill. Thinking back, I think that was my body’s way of rejecting him. 

do not want: http://wp.me/ptqf2-ij

It seems I am in the mood to clean only when I am annoyed or irritated.

Today is the day.

I have a lot of childish clothing, but I am into loli stuff so that is not too off base.

Keeping the frilly shirts :)

All my button downs, the other stuff will have to be weeded out.

Def time to go through my makeup, especially lip balms I do not use anymore
*I have this thing for Burt’s Bees because of the ingredient content*

I also plan on making goodies for Valentine’s and for my coworkers at the job I am leaving from.

My brother once told me that truffles are pretty simple to make so I think I’ll just make a bunch of goodie bags of Truffles for all the kids and my managers.

Went fishing through my emails:

I am definitely not first string for Lingerie Dream Team, so maybe they will contact me Friday. I hope so.

Will go through the other castings after cleaning and if in a more lighthearted mood will record a song for the CUBE global audition and another for Levi’s.

LOL I am almost POSITIVE the song I have in mind: I will be the only person singing it. :)

alright. time to get started. annoying.

2011.01.24 opportunities? bad decision? :/: http://wp.me/ptqf2-ie

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2011.01.21 금 language partners: http://wp.me/ptqf2-i7

aaaaaaaaaaand it finally feels like winter LOL

how terrible.

Spent today digging through facebook to see a link for, ‘Tawain’s Weather Girls,’ and was completely intrigued at what could possibly be involved.

Saw previews of bunny girls. like.

So I started to do a search on the company itself and found some of them on LinkedIn.

YAY LinkedIn is in English *because I cannot really read Chinese :/*
BOO it’s so hard to get connected without upgrading the profile RAWR

Usually modeling/entertainment/casting — not on LinkedIn and to be honest the people I found were more corporate, but the company is entertainment so… why not.

I will be digging through Tawainese entertainment companies today as I am too cold and not in the mood to do laundry *I hang dry if it’s not linens/pillows/socks/towels* so I really do not want to freeze right now.

Face/eye masks later YAY! since I did not get around to it yesterday. 

I found an audition that deadlines in 7 days for round one.

story of my life. Lesson Learned: log in to soompi more often.

I think my tumblr looks much nicer than my wordpress. I was perusing themes today on wordpress and tried others but eventually went back to the theme I already had.

Went through themes today because there is a magazine I am on the fence about working with… because they are currently online only and the magazine looks more like a blog than an online magazine. My blog looks more credible than this magazine. :/ so I do not have a good feeling… I like what the gentleman is doing and I like that he is doing it on his own, but I wish *for the sake of his magazine’s longevity* that it would look a bit more aesthetically pleasing.

While hanging out with MKD

yea, had a hamburger today womp womp

Saw someone I did not want to see *until I get over how angry I am* at Staples

While at Staples I received a text tied to two unfamiliar phone numbers and I thought it was the guy I saw at Staples because one had a 504 area code

*found out it was another photographer friend of mine I have not heard from in a while*

and on the way home an ex texts me about how I looked extra pretty for a shoot this wknd… but I had two shoots this wknd, one after the other so I was paranoid about who he was talking about 0.o

and now I am home.

I plan to bring kolaches to my friend in the morning *IDK when* so I should do laundry tonight. Maybe I will bring my yoga pose book with me… then back on my side to hang out with MKD and David

craving Phở because it is cold out. I usually get đặc biệt.

minus tripe: sách bò.

I love tendon (gân bò), meatball (bò viên), and half done beef filet (bò tái). nom nom nom

so bad: I’m trying to diet and craving this and banh mi thit nom nom nom

아이구우우우우~ 정말!

If MKD is free I will try to meet up with her.

Planning on meeting up Barbie and Hannah before Valentine’s Day
[sure they will be bombarded with chocos and Barbie will be up to her bangs in baking assignments]

Saw Valentine’s chocos and assorted nonsense at Target yesterday…

Not looking forward to it.

Saw solid color bathing suits/bikinis at Wal-Mart: looking forward to it. ;3

YES: I am probably bitter because I never have a boyfriend during Valentine’s Day.
I had a boyfriend during White Day and planned a date *was very excited about it* and he did not understand why it meant so much to me. PS, this was in Korea and it is more or less celebrated only in Asia. The month after Valentine’s day the boyfriends get you presents kind of like to one up you from Valentine’s day and if you’re single Black Day is a month after White Day: and you eat 짜장면 with all your single friends.

 Potentially you can participate in all three lol.

Side Note:

Dropping one of my numerous gigs: TYS (Katy)
Why?
After I was sick *not long after new year* I came to the conclusion I am probably spreading myself thin and doing too much and not enough for myself in particular. I just bounce from A to B to C to D (if my day is THAT long), do my thing, and go home to *hopefully* rest. 

I will miss:

Razzgranate sorbet with jimmies, kiwi, pineapple, blueberry, mandarin oranges, and lychee.

the kids. They are pretty rad.
My bosses and Managers are pretty cool people, too. sigh ah well lol

Oh, and Frauline *did not catch her name* She came in with beautiful, well behaved girls and treated them to fro-yo. They even tried to lift handles after seeing me do so after customers leave. Her and her girls are probably some of the best customers I had ever had. SO SWEET.

The parents that treat their kids to yogurt after surgery/extended hospital stays, 

Kids that do not try to scam me while getting their fro-yo with friends.

오빠/언니들 taking care of 동생s :)

eating at Nagoya after work or ordering Russo’s during my shift. 

Will not miss:

The old guy that cannot tell Asian people apart especially when we are 5 shades different, people who ask me to put water in the cup so they can weigh it, and kids who do not RELEASE their cup so I can weigh it. Also, cleaning up after super messy people who either waste the yogurt because they did not want sample cups or leave a fro-yo turd on the grate and do not attempt to throw it away.
Did you not SEE your cup?

:/

This gig is dropped as of February 1 so I can focus more on promotional work and the pub and schedule shoots/castings accordingly. Trying to limit myself to one gig a day. I used to work AM-AM from TYS to the pub and back home again and sometimes the OTP promotion the next morning and back to the pub. I would work AM-AM too many days back to back and it finally caught up to me. Lesson learned: I am not super girl. It was a nice, bold attempt though. :)

Probably also need to calm down with sashimi when I get paid LOL
I will eat $40 worth of Japanese food in one go at any given time once I get paid at TYS. So at least once a month I would do this.

Usually Nagoya (Katy), love AKA (W. Alabama/Kirby), yesterday: the first time at Toyama (Shepherd/Kipling). 

Ruben Ireland Illustration - Society6 http://t.co/CF9eNx3 via @society6 I love his work!

…so I guess I’ll have champagne next year
*sighsupersadfacedpanda*: http://wp.me/ptqf2-hq

…so I guess I’ll have champagne next year
*sighsupersadfacedpanda*